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its so sad that whenever i think of black friday, i immediately go “Oh i can get Megavore and Albino Terror on Dinosaur Simulator…! On Roblox.com..!!! …i better go afk so i can get enough DNA! would be a damn shame if i missed it again…”
#for the record i dont play ds anymore#cos is arguably miles better but also theyre kinda different in their own ways#even though i hate cos#and i hate ds#ds was my childhood though. fuck#chickenengineer you SWINE#^slimsqueaks
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Imagine for me please Gothamites mocking Batman because sure he’s their ‘savior’ and all, but he’s also one of them and it’s been a few years since he’s become Batman so he’s well known and just- Batman: *growling* go home! Teenager:… gO hOmE~ like what are you? My dad? Batman:… Teenager:… I’m kidding please don’t adopt me - Batman: I am vengeance. I am the night. I am Batman. Gothamite: ~I aM vEngeAnCE~ like do you practice that in the mirror? Batman:… - Batman: don’t sell drugs to students Drug dealer: doN’T sElL dRuGs tO stUdeNtS- please as if you didn’t need drugs to live in college Batman:… Batman:… just… not too much Drug dealer: *scoffs* of course not dude I don’t want them overdosing we need more smart people who don’t want to kill everyone- plus if they die I lose a customer Batman:… good to know
Teenager: *walking home from school, drops books* Batman: *watching from a nearby roof* damn that sucks Teenager:... Batman: Teenager: *grumbles as they bend down to grab stuff* Batman: stay in school! Teenager: *flips him off* ~ Visitor from Metropolis: ugh omggg this city is soooo grosss! its because none of you have superman! all you have is that wannabe furry Batman! Gothamite:... *looks up and spots Batman* yeah you right Batman: fuck you! Gothamite: *grins and flips him off* Batman: *leaves* Gothamite: *beats the shit out of the Metropolian for saying something as blasphemous as that* ~ Gotham citizen: ugh i got my hair all done and no one notice- Batman: *from above* ohhh emmm GGGGG that sucksssss Citizen:.... Batman: :) Gothamite:.. no one asked you you furry black hotpocket Batman: :( ~
#batfam#batman#gothamites#besties#poor bruce just trying to do his job#but his people just wont let him#i love the relationship between gotham citizens and batman and co#even though its not really shown in canon#because those are /his/ people#he is one of them#and they love and hate him#they can mock him#and live#and he bullies them from time to time too#it works#idk#i just love#also this is how i feel like i would treat him if he existed#feel free to add more pls
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With Stan constantly wanting Dipper to not take his shit and him relating to the Duchess, it really feels like Stan is projecting his wish of wanting to stand up against his own dad....
And while Stan always internalised the things Filbrick said to him, the fact that Stan decided to get that "daddy issues" book shows he's definitely aware he has major issues™️ so maybe one day he'll make progress...
(+ bonus Stan relating too much to Dipper and being painfully aware that he's putting them in danger...)
(Filbrick's impact on Stan post, Soos the Sonployee post)
#him wanting to say 'shut up' to filbrick so bad...#stan thinking he's having a bonding moment with dipper but it was actually mabel....#dipper meanwhile is starting to think stan hates him and only realised otherwise because he went into his mind.....#stan pines#stanley pines#dipper pines#stan being noticeably more tougher on dipper than we ever see him with soos really sticks out#anyway i just saw 'filbrick wouldn't kick out his kid over nothing' and i have to laugh#...let's just say i know from personal experience about parents throwing out their kids over nothing#and victims not being aware that they grew up being abused#even though they refuse to be in the same building as their abuser ever again#(despite seeing a therapist too which was a baffling part to me cos how did the therapist not catch on...)
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how am i drawing fanart of a fanfic that doesn't even exist outside of dms yet. the shco brainrot has gotten to me real
#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#sherlock and co fanart#sherlock & co fanart#johnlock#johnlock and co#sherlock x john#johnlock fanart#ignore the garfield t shirt it's in character okay#and i had no idea what to give him#at least it's not like. hello kitty#also the hand is really fucked even though i traced a reference :( i hate hands#my art#digital art#vanny does art
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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It's taking me ages to write this chapter because every time I look through old VODs / notes to check something, I come across moments like this that make me want to lie down face-first on the floor:
[Context: Pac commits to the idea of taking the Happy Pills so he can create a cure. He's about to write a note to Cellbit to explain his plan.]
Pac: If Cellbit puts himself in this position, it's worse for everyone, because Cellbit is smarter when it comes to coming up with strategic plans, so he is the thinking mind of the Favela Five group, so if he no longer has the mind, he’s not capable of solving this whole problem, you know? But if I put myself in this position to help Cellbit so he can get the cure... You understand? It's better if I'm the bait. Right? I can't- I can't carry things alone guys, I've already lost Mike [...] if I lose Cellbit and I alone had to carry things, I won't be able to. But I think Cellbit can manage better. He is more independent, and he has Roier. He has a husband. I'm trying to– to be lucid here, understand? That's all.
Date: September 11, 2023 || Timestamp: 03:10:10
#i talk#qsmp talk#Oh Pac... :((((#I know the Happy Pills arc is soured for a lot of us (for valid reasons) but I still love it because of how vital it is to Pac's character#This arc is what solidified him as my favorite character. He was so brave and he's so full of love and grief#Aghh. Those self-worth issues man... :(((#Pac cubito I carry you in my heart forever and ever and always#fic talk#I don't know if it's funny or miserable that whenever I fact-check myself thinking#''Am I misremembering this / misrepresenting this? Is this too grim?''#The answer is no I hit it dead center#I love Pac's dynamic with all the Favela members but Pac and Cellbit's relationship dynamic has so many layers#it's fascinating to explore#Especially since in the stream before this he had a complete breakdown because he was terrified Cell was going to come back#Love and fear and friendship and anger and hate and healing...#So many layers#The murderer who once mauled him who he left to die#Now a dear friend and co-parent of his son#It's fascinating#What breaks my heart is when Cellbit finds out Pac took the Happy Pills a few days later and they have a confrontation#Cellbit tells him ''You were my only hope- the only scientific person who could create a cure; how are we supposed to save you?''#''We still had one another and now I'm alone!'' <– As always please take my translation with a grain of salt#But man. MAN.... Pac saying Cellbit will be fine he can handle things on his own and he has Roier#vs. Cellbit having the same fears of being left alone#I wonder if; even for a moment; he remembered what it felt like when Pac (e Mike) abandoned him on that Island after Fuga#Obviously he realized / later learned why Pac took the pills but AGH!!!!!!!!!! It hurts.#I wish they logged on at the same time more frequently I WISH we got to see them interact more#I can't really explore this too much in the Fit Pac fic but I am delving into it in the Pac fic#I don't think I'll go as in-depth with the Happy Pill stuff as I'm doing in this fic though. This has been exhausting. It's a heavy arc#(Stream date: September 13 2023 || Timestamp 1:34:00 for Cellbit's POV of that conversation btw)
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maybe it’s partially exacerbated by my therapists multi session run of attempting to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me cos i haven’t dated anyone. and he doesn’t like my answer that dating would eat into my chilling and spending time with my friends time.
#he keeps BRINGING IT UP even though i don’t ever bring it up cos it’s not a big deal to me#like i was talking about a family issue and he was like OH do you think THATS why you’re not dating#BRO NO#i’m not dating because A) no one want me B) i hate dating apps and#C) and most importantly i’ve dedicated my life to chilling and spending time with my friends#AND NO IM NOT AROMANTIC OR ASEXUAL IM JUST NOT ALL CONSUMED BY THE DESIRE TO BE IN A ROMANTIC PARTNERSHIP#not that there’s anything wrong with that *seinfeld hand raise* but it’s not me#and he’s literally scratching his head about it#bro now you’re making ME stressed about it#like obviously i’ve had the self doubt my entire gay life but maybe that’s part of why it’s haunting me now#runaway scones
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it sucks loving a character who is widely hated but also mostly probably definitely deserves the hate 😔
#though 'deserves the hate' isn't quite accurate cos being a truly reprehensible person doesnt make a Fictional character less engaging#sometimes it makes them even more engaging#but what frustrates me with this particular character is that a lot of the motivations and choices are frequently grossly misrepresented#but it wouldnt change the conclusion that theyre terrible because yeah they are so there's no point in arguing#but the caricature the character becomes in online discussions that doesn't remotely do justice to the nuanced and multi-faceted character#that i know the people who created them were going for is just a shame#ah well
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Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 4.5 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 //
i haven't forgotten about this series just yet hopefully i'll finish it by this year. anyway this is titled "joseph is dramatic for about 20 minutes"
#identity v#joseph desaulnier#identity v photographer#unconcerned comic#modern ghost au#ok maybe i did forget about it. but then i received a notification of someone liking it so i revisited this comic series#n i got invested again. i only have till the next part planned out n i dont even think i was very satisfied with the draft#i do want to finish this though i hate leaving projects on hold#if u see me being lazy with backgrounds no u didnt /j#this was simultaneously the most fun and most torturous part of the series i think#cos one of the main ideas i had was joseph getting wick to pick up the locket and making a run for it#at the same time. i hate drawing wick i cannot draw dog. sorry wick nothing personal buddy#anyway this is done. expect the next part but not anytime soon. the goal now is to have this done before the year is over
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Every Film I Watch In 2023:
191. The Phantom Of The Opera (1943)
bonus Hume Cronyn!
#the phantom of the opera#the phantom of the opera (1943)#2023filmgifs#my gifs#i actually didn't hate that as much as I expected#it was quite amusing instead#and also super interesting to see how#the imagery echoed that of the stage musical#cos like i can barely remember the original novel#even though i have it#from the actual Palais Garnier#thanks to my aunt#also Kalmus Technicolor omg#and a surprisingly gay little dynamic#and a christine who chooses fame and art over mens#good for her#still not enough Claude Rains#there is NEVER enough Claude Rains#why didn't they make the mask white from the start#instead of that disappointing shade of blue#especially since the title of the play within the play#seemed like it translated to 'the man in the white mask'#did it? i dunno#i wonder if the mask was originally white but Kalmus nixed it#for Technicolor reasons#god her reds are the best reds#i love them so much#they make my brain so happy#and the soft lustrous skin and eyes#Kalmus Technicolor for the win bebe
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shaved the sides of my head for the first time since september and i cant stop scritching it it feels so goood
#was planning to make this a weekend project but apparently im going to the parents house AGAIN tomorrow#(i was invited. theres gonna be food. also the brother and sil will be there on sunday)#anyway like the fucking genius i am i FIRST started the washing machine and THEN started buzzing away#and. well then i vacuumed the entire apartment cos if i only did the bathroom who the fuck knows when id have the energy to do the rest#(fucking hate vacuuming. worst chore)#anyway. washing machines still running and i feel like im Covered In Hair In The Itchiest Way and. i am NOT showering while that thangs on#regrets? yeah. probably wont learn anything from this. my hairs so good it feels so nice#i still have some of that violet color mask left but idk if theres enough of it for my dyeing purposes#also have an unopened pink hair mask but idk if im in the mood for pink hair yet#also also havent bleached my roots since september and i do not rly trust myself to Not Fuck That Up so im not gonna do that at home#and im broke as fuuuuck so who even knows when ill be able to get that done. certainly not me#but at least my roots are dark enough that they work ok with violet or pink. wont stop me from grumbling a bit about it though
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Don’t mind me, just tearing up thinking about Sidelines by Phoebe Bridgers as a found family song
#thinking of Wylan with the Crows#Blue with the Raven Boys#Lucy with Lockwood and George#Kokoro with the other mirror kids#even Phoebe with Marshall Julien and Lucy though I hate applying things to real people#six of crows#the raven cycle#lockwood and co#lonely castle in the mirror#phoebe bridgers
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OKAY FUCK JESUS adding the 2 key, w key and caps lock to the long list of keys that have spontaneously decided to shit themselves GOD. t key is on its way out and so is the s key by the looks of things check this out:
456780 quick brn fx jump vr lazy g (1234567890 the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog)
the top one is if we dont use any of our keybind shortcuts (<- PAIN IN THE ASS TO RE-ADJUST TO). 1, 2, 3, 9, w, e, t, o, s, d, h, both volume buttons, both brightness keys, screenshare key, enter key?? backspace??? jfc...
#[three of swords]#okay. it is a little amusing because the current theory we have is that the keys are breaking when we use that key too much#which is why our 3 key is dead with all our ''<3 :3'' bs#''voli what have you been using your 2 key for so often recently?'' lol and lmao <22#we need to buy a new laptop it's getting increasingly unbearable. the charger is broken. the keys are breaking. its slowing down a ton.#its been a few years with this thing it served us well since 2021 but its mcfucking dying man we've put this off long enough#asking to buy a new laptop though is. not something ANY of us are looking forward to...#aaaaaa. /aaaaaa./#we deserve good things! even if we're not productive! even if we feel like we're not doing enough! even if we feel we're not worth it!#its okay for us to want to have things that make our life easier and better without needing to earn them! we deserve good things!#aaaaaaaa!!!#okay! lets look up laptops i guess fuck this!! god i hate it here!!#🍂#<- blurring. co fronting. with others. whatever
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#dino.txt#im gonna complain about 5 things at once and purposely make no sense#whats funny is ....i kinda hate this shit too#and before this i was already very tired...so 🤔 FR !!#i think at the end of the day it comes down to lack of prioritisation#i cant force people to do what they 'think' they want to do...yknow#i can bring forward all the plans i want but like...cant even make any fucking intiative#other than saying 'oh id love for us to do this'#i hateee this situation. i dont like it. i dont like anyone right now.#im mad at a lot of things#but i really cant be doing this shit after this. and i havent been! good on me! but thdn this will just flake out#cos everyone's a fucking manchild#but anyways. this is a lesson ive been taught over and over in life#i cannot place my happiness in the hands of others. i only have myself#i dont believe in living in solitude forever. i cant do it#i believe that things will always work out. but i cannot...invest in others. it doesnt work#i just have to focus on myself. i cant invest in other people 😂 i cant protect other people. it cant always be my cross to carry#you would think a nigga named jesus...#and im so scared all the time but im also so numb#there's always a tradgedy around the corner#such is life sure. but ive never been allowed even like a brief respite. but maybe that is right now#i cant get to sleep. i cant get to sleep theres never enough time to be awake#everything is a waste of time. but yesterday i spent good time so#im okay. i hope i get this released this year. anyways. WHATEVER MAN!! ALL IS GOOD!! ONE STEP AT A TIME!!! SUCH IS LIFE!!#I will say. though i spiral im always good at picking myself back up#trauma and tradgedy are very familiar friends in my life#yknow. im just waiting.#im always waiting for the big one. there's always worse always#im waiting for the one big thing i cant come back from#but all i can do is look to the future
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I was going to comment on 1983 because it has a rasonya i actually like but i think i realize now i just dont care for the original dynamic. Its whatever. Both characters on their own i like but ehhhh.
#floyd.txt#could even joke do not. convert him. to christianity. this is a plot point ill always loathe but#its plays into.a criticism or dislike i generally have of dosto cos Yeah#ill always hate the epilogue. its stupid. i cannot be changed on this i really doubt it#speaking of still near the end of ivans part. worried...#tbf in 1983 i think that rodya is entirely justified in why he did it id lie for him too.#also i like the comedy of it. its good#may post the first scene w dialogue it made me laugh. whys he kind of badass though
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we r beefing with my catholic grandma and chanukah falls on christmas this year so i get to not celebrate it and go visit my jewish grandparents and have latkefest instead 🙏 thank you hashem
#is latkefest a universal jewish thing or did my family make it up. idk. its just the night of chaukah where we make all the latkes#and eat em all for dinner cos they're best fresh + a pain to cook in smaller batches. latkefest.#my dad is still getting us christmas presents i think and maybe he'll want to put up a tree but mostly we r just doing chanukah stuff#which is nice bc the Jewish side of the family being normally more dysfunctional means the winter season ends up being#all christmas even though my dad doesn't even like it and the only actually christian family member#is his mom (the Catholic one)#to be clear i like. was almost entirely raised jewish and this is the Only christian thing my family ever does#like i have never been to a church service iirc#but christmas was still important to my dad cos he grew up with it he just hates the rest of catholicism#anyway. I think it's lame and annoying and Jewish holidays are way cooler
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